依然. 享受. 空心.

今晚,当我尝试往以前在兜转一圈的时候,
为什么, 我脑海里飘过的画面既然比较多都是你?
所有与你做过的事情,都很清楚的在我脑海里漂浮着!
你在什么时候,说过什么话,开过什么玩笑.. 仿佛能在我耳边再一次的听清楚..
看过你写的, 看过那些照片, 嘴角不知觉的笑了.. 眼泪也同时不知觉的流了..
我并没有伤心.. 可是,心里就是有点不舍的感觉.. 可是, 到底在不舍什么?


知道说这些, 根本就不重要. 
可是, 今晚就只想让自己放肆的沉醉在这莫名其妙的感觉里..

I miss you guys! =)

I fell sick three nights ago, started to vomit and got diarrhea for continuous two days then. Ended up with a weaker body condition, and me in a low-batt mode. And I was forced to sacrifice my time going out, to meet up with few of my curtin friends who are going back to their hometown soon.. Didnt get to meet up with them.. =(!  But yea, most of them are already home safely by now!  =) Fortunately, get to know that Alvin is coming back to Miri for a couple of days again, so hopefully, I mean.. we MUST grab a chance to meet up before he's flying off to Singapore. 

Our Big Brother, who always try to listen to our complaints.

and try to get our work organized and dealt in the best way.

And never to forget, as Jiun said, supply Mentos Sour to keep us awake during lecture.

Remember, I always want the purple Corrow Okayy? =P

And I know U love the YERROWWW one! =P!

Gonna miss u heaps, dude!! =)

And as for the other lovely group, 3 of them are already back in their hometown..

So could only meet up with Heng Siang and Kally when they are back in Miri for their summer course. Ring me up when you reach Miri Land, kawans!! =D

 Khe Han, hmm.. I didnt expect that I couldnt hold back my tears when I heard his voice over the phone just now. We're not bestie, not the closest friend, or maybe not even very close to an extent we actually know well about each other. But you know, it's the friendship that we managed to build this semester, with lots of sugars and  fun. I remembered how I first tried to approach him to get myself a group in the new tutorial class, and how he helped out to get me a new group and lastly, he got me into his group.. the wonderful SM group I had, with him, Heng Siang and Victor. Thank you guys. =) Khe Han, as you said.. as sun rise, we would meet again someday! Someday in the future.. =) All the best for your final sem in Perth! Must keep in touch.. *misses* =)

the lovely people! =)

Jiun, Jasmine, Jia Nian, Ah Meeow!!

Lets see if we could hang out tomorrow!! 

Lets go yamcha.. without the other 3!! WAHAHA! =P

*U guys know am just kidding. I know you guys know..* =D

I never know that my living room can become a bedroom too. Haha.

Oh yeah, they love Daddy Mee so much.

I guess, must be my cooking skills.. too well lah, U know. =D

the joy. the fun. the laughters. the moment.

I miss you guys, kawans.. =)

Is life being too dramatic? Or us being too pathethic?

Actually, have we ever thought that we really tend to complain too much?
Being so dramatic over lil small things?
We think they are big, we tend to magnify our problems and our emotions.
Lil bit things drive us to insanity.
Lil bit things push us to dead end.
Whats wrong with Us? Whats wrong with Life?
It's a bit shallow to make comparison with others who are much unlucky than us.
But how if we compare our own emotions today after a few more years?
Dont we think that we're stupid enough to be so dramatic?
Or maybe we dont mean to be dramatic. But we cant deny that, we're such a failure.
By the end of the day, life is so fragile, that we could just die any moment.
Or anyone around us could just die within a split of second.
Yelling, complaining, shouting over problems in life that seems to be like the end of the world..
Hate to say this, but it sounds super pathetic, isnt it?
Am one of them, and you're one of them too. We're all one of them.
Dont deny. Denial never gonna bring anyone of us any further.. 
Look back and see what we've done for the past few years, past few months, past few days.. or even past few minutes.
Do things need to be so hard? Do emotions need to be that bad?
Think about it? 
I am..

McD for Lunch, I love. =D

*the sweet boy*

mah women! ^.^

and the boy complained that he wasnt in the photo. 

coz he was trying out his low-cut pants in the fitting room bah. =.="

anyway, enjoyed the random outing with them today.

but still, I forgot to buy my green tea latte. 

maybe it's a good thing.

for the sake of getting rid of that few NEW extra fats hanging around my belly.

oh mafck!

享受. 空心.

开始聆听到你的脚步, 慢慢的一步一步的走进我的生活, 
在我心中的地位..也渐渐不知不觉的更加重要了..
有的选择的话, 我很不想自己发现这些.. 很不想承认自己开始对你的倚赖..
因为, 这也代表, 是时候要把自己的脚步, 往后退几步了.. 


有时候, 我们选择的不一定是自己最喜欢的, 可是至少能肯定自己是被在乎与疼爱.
曾经觉得, 谈恋爱一定要找自己喜欢的而也会喜欢自己的人.. 一定要有感觉..
可是现在, 我倒觉得, 就算有感觉, 也并不代表一切.. 没感觉, 也会有发展的机会..


不懂啦, 反正凡事都没有绝对!
再说, 这些都要看各人的性格与看法.. 
每个人, 都是不同的. =)


*纯粹觉得无聊而写的,绝对不时代表或为任何人而写的*

so what?

Life still goes on..

live with no regrets - possible?

if only we can really mean what we've said;

for any decisions that have been done.

the thing is,

regret or not, it doesnt matter much.

because life still goes on.

Good Morning! ^.^

Good morning people! Ive realized that the blog is always more active during exam period. This proves that am so not concentrating on my revision. =P I taste guiltiness but hhmmmpphhhhh.. I just cant concentrate, what to do! La la la~ =D So if I start complaining am running out of time at the last min before exam, please dont comfort or pity me. I definitely deserve it. Haaha!

My grandmother is in Miri now! So we're going to fetch her out for breakfast in a while. Am actually waiting for Ning to prepare, and to study within an hour after waking up is so not effective. That is why I choose not to! But am also running out of words to write here because the mind is still kinda flying away in the air~~ Okay, let Bomb It II wake me up~!! In case ure wondering whats it.. it's actually a FaceBook game for .. Kiddos?! =P!!

Have a nice day ahead people! =)

Wrong Timing? It happens for a REASON.

After all and all..

It's all because of the..

Wrong timing..

If the feelings meet at the right place, right timing,

things would be different now.

BUT,

 it aint supposed to be so many "IF" in life.


right? =)

So by the end of the day, just believe that, 

everything happens for a reason.

=)

For a sweet friend of mine! =)

It has been a while since we last updated.

Had a short update with him tonight, my so-called "spiderman".

Seriously, I dont remember why I gave him such a nickname.

I guess he doesnt remember too.

Well, he's still as sweet as usual. Glad that we've finally updated with each other.

All the best in your current career and everything else in life!

Take good care, and hope to see you soon,

- which we can never miss out the yam-cha session.

Miss you heaps! =)

p/s- and dont forget the "hunting" session! HAAHaHaa! =P

Speak too fast?!

During my foundation year, my first presentation comment was:

"I think you speak too fast."

During my final year, my final presentation comment was:

"I think, you speak a little bit too fast.. am I right?"

Well, I gotta admit that, this is my main weakness for my every presentation. Just, sadly to say.. after 4 years of going through countless presentations, I still have not get rid of this main weakness. Guess I gotta slow down my tempo whenever I speak to anyone from now onwards. Lets see how it gonna works! =P

Listen-to-my-heart

kawanku! ^.^

am missing you tonight.

and I shall no longer feel silly to say this.

whats wrong to miss a friend? =)

yes, it's you.

good *ang*

Losing my grip..

It's 3 in the morning.

Just had a cool shower.

Mates are sleeping next door.

Finally, we're done with our group report! =D

But work has not ended yet. =(

One more presentation and take home exam paper to go for the coming week.

And two final exam papers within another two weeks.

Not to say I hate this busy life, but just u know.. the overwhelming stress at times.

Could have handle better, but ah.. I didnt.

Tend to lose my grip quite often recently.

The frustration in me grows so much easier and faster than usual.

Blame in on the pms mood, lack of sleep, piles of work or whatever it is..

I dont care!

I just know, I feel not so right...

What's going WRONG? ....

<3

Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass,

It's about learning how to dance in the rain.. 

ohamsounfriendly!

Sometimes, I wish.. Ive never exist..

Because it seriously feels so terrible to be invisible.. 

Dont feel that am making a big deal out of nothing here.

It's because you're not at my position, to taste how crappy the feeling is.

I seriously have a hard time, in extricating these tangled emotions..

It sucks big time! 

Whatever whatever whatever!

This sounds damn pathetic as by the end of the day,
I know I still gotta live with it!

So why the fcuk should I care?

busy busy busy. 

but i miss writing and being ke po here! =P

still got few assignments and presentations in the queue. busy mode turns me into such a low-batt mode. and so unfriendly mode as well. =\ just cant help with my eye-brows sticking together most of the time. it has nothing to do with anyone, just simply due to the lack of sleeping time. and pms mood i guess. =X

shits happened. hope for nothing, but everything will have its way out and turn better soon. in the best way..

live with no regrets, love with no regrets. 

cherish every single moment in life.

nobody knows when the world gonna ends.

when the day comes, and slowly losing everyone around us,

and we will start realizing, 

how badly we do not cherish life, cherish the people around us..

and by that time, it's already too late to regret, to show our love again.

so why not live with love and courage, before it's too late?

why not cherish and enjoy the moments in life with our beloved ones, before it's too late?

dont let the devilish ego-ness takes away our true-self, it's so not worth it.

we know, we can lose anything.. because you can get them back one day.

but the time to love someone who is no longer there, will never come back anymore.

yes, it's always easy to say, but not do.

but still, there's a possibility to try.

we only have ONE chance to live.

we only have ONE chance to own the family we have now.

we only have ONE chance to love the people whom we're loving now.

and the little devils in us will never give up in taking away this ONE chance of ours.

so, isnt it stupid, to allow these devils to take away our chance, 

when we are actually responsible in holding this ONE chance?

it's our only chance, only choice. 

so why isnt it worth to give a try instead of thinking it's impossible all the time?

we all shall learn to flush away those pathethic excuses we use all the time.

besides to lessen a lil bit of self-guiltiness, they work as NOTHING. 

after all, life is all about learning.

am still in the progress of learning, and will keep learning.

so are you? or will you? =)

learn to cherish. before it's gone.

you make the choice. 

or else, I'll do.

I seriously mean it.

Busy weekends!

Okay so I actually didnt pretend that Ive forgotten about the workshop. But instead, I steadily decided not to go and stayed at home rushing my ass off working on the management report. Surprisingly, I actually feel bit sad after Ive decided not going as I got a feeling that I would miss out learning something new today. But well, chill with it~~ After all, it's still my own decision! In order to lessen my guiltiness, I seriously need to get my report done by today. I dont wanna spend my Sunday night burning the midnight oil as I have always think that Sunday is the most beautiful day of a week to relax. So yea, better off in concentrating my report now!

All the best Curtin warriors! 
Lets get our assignments done, 
shoot down our final exams and 
welcome our year-end long holidays!